"It matters a great deal who is going to win, but not at all who won"
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Sydney McLaughlin-Levrone, Nashville, Thomas Nelson, 2024. ISBN 978-0-7852-9799-4
Sydney McLaughlin-Levrone has had a stellar career, winning the 400h in the 2020 (or 2021!) Olympics and the World Championship in 2022, breaking the world record four times in 2021 and 2022, ultimately running 50.68. She has also won Olympic and World 4 by 400 relay medals. Aged just 24 seems very young to issue an autobiography. The book reveals a great athlete but quite a complex person.
In the introduction she writes: “At the heart of this book is a simple question: who is Sydney? Finding the right answer hasn't always been easy for me. It's involved years of inner turmoil. Loads of fear. And a whole lot of questions and uncertainty. I'm guessing you can relate to those struggles. All of us want to know who we are, why we are here and what's going to make us happy and fulfilled. We want to have a purpose, a strong sense of identity, and clarity about how we're supposed to spend our days”.
She adds a purpose for the book: “I want my story to encourage anyone who struggles with fear and anxiety. If God can turn me from fear to faith, I know he can do the same for you”.
Sydney qualified for the 2016 Olympics, aged just 16. It was a phenomenal achievement but one that caused her a lot of anxiety – “I was petrified of the Olympics”. Having only run junior races where she normally won, she struggled to cope with completing on the world stage with no chance of winning. [She reached the semi-finals and came fifth].
She chose to go to college in Kentucky to be coached by the legendary Coach Flo (Edrick Floréal). At the end of her first year, Coach Flo, accepted a job at the University of Texas. In a situation that is beyond belief to a British reader – in terms of the relationships between athlete and coach - Sydney records learning of this in a phone call from Coach Flo who simply said to her: “We're going to Texas”. Flo may have been going to Texas but Sydney was not! She opted to terminate the relationship with her coach, leave college and go professional. She adds in the book, as a commentary on this incident: “Still to this day, I struggle to trust people in part because of what happened in college”.
In 2019 she won the Diamond League final beating Dalilah Muhammed but in the World Championship a month later the order was reversed with Sydney having to settle for silver. The book describes her reaction as “the lowest emotional point of my racing career”. She describes the solution she found to her anxieties in terms of a new relationship with God: “I had been running from God for years, fearful that truly following him would strip me of my freedom” before coming to a deeper understanding of the Christian faith. She also met and married Andre Levrone – hence the name change.
There is – to me at least – a strange comment on her attitude to the event in which she is world record holder. The books says of the 2022 US National Champs: “everything in me wanted to win that race, and everything in me wanted to do it in such a way that I could retire from the hurdles. Don't get me wrong; I truly believe I was made for the hurdles, but the tension that your body undergoes training for that event had pushed me to my limits. I prayed that if I run fast enough, and put the record far out of reach, I would be content moving to another event. I could find another obsession on track, a new goal to dedicate myself to”. The sentiment was repeated about the World Championship just over a month later “the final was going to be the most important race of my life; I was certain of that. If I won and broke the world record, I could leave the 400 metre hurdles behind. If I didn't, I wouldn't be able to leave the event until I got another shot at a world championship”.
It remains to be seen in which event we will see Sydney McLaughlin-Levrone this summer.
An interesting book, which helps us better understand the person behind the great athlete.